Seriously,

I know life is unfair, but this is freaking ridiculous. 

Today, I realized that you don't know what you have until it's gone. I can't believe it's taken me this long to realize it. Okay, so maybe not so long, but maybe a couple of hours.  I've lost so many things in life, it's not even funny. And this time, I'm willing not to lose what I've wanted for so long. No seriously, i'm not even sure if i want to drop everything. Not now, not without trying for a second chance. But sometimes the hardest thing to do, is the right thing to do.