I hate awkward moments.
I mean, what am I supposed to do during them?  Walk away? I don't know.  I've never been much of a talker, which is so hilarious, cuz my friends disagreee. Everyone says that I like shy guys..  You know what they say, opposites attract.  The loud girl likes the shy guys, or viceversa. SO untrue, but lately, that's whats been happening.  There's this kid, his name's tyler meek:) and apparently, he says that i talk a lot:) i sit next to him in mathlab, and i don't even do my work, i just sit there, and talk, and talk, and talk to him:) and he's so stinking cute:) but i just don't.. really see a 'spark' so they say:) I don't think i'm normal at all.  Every boy that nature has to throw at me, nothing works. It's like I'm a one-night stand, and boom, it's over. That doesn't even make sense. As if nature cares what happens to me. 
:( 

"a wise man once told me boyfriends are a waste of time and boy was he right." - Rodriguez.


Jayvee Nguyen;
your a jerk, had me going there for a second.  So, my bestfriend, told me that he 'shanked' a dude, and that they were trying for five-ten years. I went hysterical.  I felt like attacking anyone innocent near me. He told me, that he was "in the moment" and so he just went for it.  I'm kind of not surprised.  He's the type of umm, bad, kid.. My family dislikes him, but who cares? I'll be friends with whomever I want. I really like Jayvee:) He's kind of the only person I allow to call me babe, or whatever.  I probably tell him that i love him more than anyone in the world:) So then, i went berserk, and SWORE at him.  And then he told me that he was kidding.. woops. I don't know what I would do without my bestfriend:)