best thing i've ever seen:)

LAST NIGHT WAS THE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE:)
hahaha, i went to huntington beach with the cutest kid ever:)
to a bonfire.
a couple's bonfire:)
ohh so fun:)
kay, bye.

Fact: when you have a crush on someone, you notice every little detail about them.

I HATE IT WHEN I STUDY HARD THE NIGHT BEFORE A BIG TEST, & THEN THE NEXT DAY WHEN I GET THE TEST, MY MIND GOES BLANK.

sometimes,

i wonder why i even bother liking you.

when we talk, i feel like i'm too clingy.

i'd like it if you talked to me first. 

for once. 

when i'm at home, and i hear a noise, i'm like a freaking ninja.

I’M SORRY I CONSTANTLY WANT TO TALK TO YOU. I’M SORRY WHEN YOU TAKE LONG TO REPLY I GET SAD. I’M SORRY IF I LOVE HEARING YOUR VOICE. I’M SORRY THAT I LOVE GETTING MISSED CALLS AND WAKING UP TO TEXTS FROM YOU. I’M SORRY IF I CAN COME OFF CLINGY, BUT IT’S JUST ME MISSING YOU.

YOU KNOW WHAT SUCKS? WHEN YOU CAN’T GIVE YOUR FRIEND ADVICE. THEY’RE TELLING YOU THEIR PROBLEMS AND YOU DON’T KNOW THE RIGHT WORDS TO SAY TO THEM. YOU FEEL LIKE THEY’RE DEPENDING ON YOU TO KNOW THE ANSWER BUT YOU JUST DON’T KNOW AND YOU FEEL SO BAD

KATY PERRY'S MY IDOL:)

firework. 

because that's all we'll ever be, friends. 

pew pew pew!

this is me before school..

and this is me after school. 

california;

That plane ride was just awful. awful awful awful.
so awful, i just had to repeat it.
the turbulence or whatever made me want to puke my guts out.

worst hour and a half of my life.
jetblue airlines.
pffffft.

i miss utah:(
i miss a certain someone.
:(

tonight, i'm going out to target to go buy some supplies, cuz i'm an idiot, and forgot my toothbrush @ my house.
k.

i saw a commercial on how kids in africa were dying because they didn't have food, they didn't have an education, and worst of all, couldn't afford the doctors. it was super sad.  I hate commercials like these.  The kind where they make you sob up.
everyone can change themselves, but none thinks about changing themselves. 
i want to change this. no one deserves to die.
poverty sucks, we all know that.
when i first came to utah, four years ago, i noticed the amount of homeless people with cardboards standing by spotlights.  i only saw a couple in slc, like two.   there was none in utah. 
....
couple weeks ago, i saw three. in lehi.
sad.

i love this guy:)
i'm in love.

just kidding! i'm too young for love, but I do like this kid though:)

i'm so happy:)
can life get any better?
i spent all fourth period, yup that's right.. an hour and a half, NOT working on my math, but talking to THE cutest kid, that just might as well change my world:) my life. my everything.

What a fantastic day:)  I woke up @ sixthirty, and rushed myself into getting ready.  My hair looks disgusting, but I don't care:) First and fourth period has got to be the best periods of my life:)
I love school. Just kidding. I don't.  Anyways, I'm doing really well in math! I got a B- on my last test and so now I have really good grades:) I'm considering taking Ap Calculus next year.. Mrs. Lambert said that I could do it, with a bit of practice, but I don't know.  I'm taking so many Ap classes next year, that I'm not sure if I could handle it.  Take for instance, Ap World History. I'm taking that, because I love history! :)  Then, I'm also taking AP Lit, because my brother says that the teacher is really good, so that's something I want to try:) And then, I'm planning on taking Medical Anatomy, or Astronomy, BUT NOT AP biology.  I've been hearing not many good things, and I just don't think I could do it.  I'm going into becoming a pediatrician, so... :):) One more AP class shouldn't hurt.  I don't think..

It's that time of year again..

when I seriously wish I could read people's minds.
Wouldn't life be sweet?

This is me, during class.

LOVETHISMOVIE:):)

Friday night:)

11:30. I was just getting ready to go to bed because of work tomorrow, and this random number calls me.
It's an 801 number, and my number's a 714.. so I picked it up, and here's how it went down..
Me: Hello?
Guy: Hey, is this michelle?
Me: Yeah.
Guy: Do you know who this is?
Me: I know your voice anywhere, it's drew! :)
Drew: Yeah, it is! Anyways, do you have your license?
Me: Not til Monday. Why? What's up?
Drew: Someone stole my car, and I need someone to come pick me up and take me home.. You live by Costco, right?
Me: Yeah.
Drew: Okay, because I'm right by it..
Me: Shoot, I don't have my license, and I'm the only one awake right now!
Drew: Do you have a bike? With pegs?
Me: No, I don't! But, I can find someone to come get you.  I know some people!
Drew: It's okay, michelle!! You passed the true friend test! I'm going to buy you a drink on Monday, okay?
Me: Aww, okay! :)
Drew: Goodnight, Michelle!

Drew Wilkey:) I think I'll miss him, if he ever leaves my life.  I remember the days when we used to like each other last year:) He'd text me every morning, saying goodmorning, beautiful:) or something:) That's something no boy has ever done before, because I'm always the one up early first, and during winterbreak, when we missed each other.. we'd send each other pictures and he was just the cutest boy.  He always played pranks on me! The one prank I remember most.. was when he told me that he killed someone.  Ran him over with his car while driving.  I freaked out so bad.. I was so scared.  And then he told me the truth:) But that seriously did scare me!! He likes playing pranks on me, and I always believe him.  I like him, I really do:)  Well, what we had.. i was so dumb. Told him that I didn't like him anymore.  The only reason I said it was because my friend Brooke likes him, and it was this dumb love triangle thing.  Brooke - Drew - Me.  I don't know how these things work..   But Drew will always be one of those boys that I'll never stop liking:)

I'm kind of scared to like someone, honestly.  I don't know what I would do if that happens.  I don't want to feel .. i don't know what the word is.. But i SURE as heck don't want to feel like that again!

ONE UNIVERSE.
9 PLANETS.
204 COUNTRIES.
809 ISLANDS.
7 SEAS.
and I had the privilege to meet you:)

my favorite movie, my favorite quote.

"HI"
It's a short simple word, but it's how love starts.

He saw me @ the basketball game:)
Told me himself, today:)
caught him staring.
I don't want to be too attached.
Not to mention, he got a 124/125 on his math test.
he's the smartest boy, i've ever met.
:)
wish i went to the lonepeak game. wish i could see him play.
wish i could change myself.

When my friends say, "remember when you like.." 
I'm like,

 

Why is it that in every love story, mom agrees..
and dad disagrees? It’s because mom knows what love is,
and dad knows what boys are.

It's like once you've been hurt, you're so scared to get attached again.  Like you have this fear that every person you start to like, is going to break your heart.

Where do I go?
 - To the right where nothing's left?
 - To the left where nothing's right?

i better be careful. enough said.

I suddenly have a love for basketball ;)
haha, and it's not because of someone on the team.
... ;) just kidding, but seriously. I like basketball, and i'm about to go to the game:) This better be a good game, because it's boy's basketball:) it HAS to be good:) We're up against Herriman! hahah, I overheard some teachers dissing Herriman.  Sorry.

Today has been a great fantastic day:) I thought I was coming down with a cold.. GUESSS NOT:)
I feel so alive! :) Hah, Watch, my mood's going to go down by the end of the day, so I might as well be happy while I am! :) Yeah, I hate that my mood's change.  Today's parents teachers conference.  My parents don't know about it.. :) which is a good thing, because if they did. i'd be screwed.

I'm a lakers fan.
What? I'm from LA:)

No one is afraid of heights, no one is afraid to play, no one is afraid of the dark.. they're afraid of not being loved back.

I think that when you are young, you are hoping that this person will be the right one, the one you are going to be in love with forever.  But sometimes, you want that so much, you create something that isn't really there. 

- Johnny Depp.

Last Day of November.

I'm so happy!! :) I got a 96% on my chemistry test:) which I studied so hard for, and on my spanish presentaion, I got a hundred percent:) I think Mr. Felix likes me! And all along, I thought he thought I was such a brat.  Okay, so I probably am. ha:) One time, a long time ago, before tenth grade, my mom said that she was going to register school for me, at Juan Diego, and all of a sudden, I became this brat, and said that if I went there, I'd fail all my classes.  That worked:) My parents are so weird.  Today, my dad was cooking dinner in the kitchen, and my mom was on the way home from work, and they were talking to each other on the phone. They STILL talked to each other on the phone while my mom was inside the house.  Wierd, isn't it?! :) I love my family:) They're the best.


Oh wow, my mood just changed.  I haven't been this sad since weeks ago:( I hate it. Whatever, I need to stop.  This is freaking ridiculous.  :(

You chose to surrender the best thing that has happened to you.
Running away from your fear is the best you can do. 
division - aly & aj.

Couldn't sleep last night.  I had another one of those joker nightmares.  I'm so freaking paranoid. If I actually see this guy in real life, I'll be hysterical.  So anyways, I woke up at like 3 in the morning, called my friend, who lives in ogden, and we talked for a bit. THEN, he told me to be quiet and go to sleep, while still on the phone with him:) what a sweetheart!! :)
First - he picks up the phone IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.
Second - he calms me down, because i'm a chicken.
third - we were on the phone for 2 hours and like 40 minutes, while i fell asleep.
:):)
Anywaaaays, i have my chemistry essay to do, but i just don't want to do it.;
i already did my dumb spanish compartirs.
wooo:)
okay, goodnight.
it's twelve. and i'm so exhausted.
hope i don't get another one of those nightmares.

I love The Maine.

I wish I could get dressed like this.

I don't know how people can sneeze like this, 

When I sneeze it's like,

And you can count on me, like one to three, i'll be there.
I was up till three in the morning watching the most HORRIBLE movie, ever. And I was going to go to sleep, afterwards, but then, my friend needed me.  So I stayed up.  Drew wilkey's bestfriend died, and I wasn't sure what to do! :( we talked and stuff, but I really want him to find closure.  RIP Drew's friend.

Anyways, I just got asked out on a date:) we're going bowling.  Hahah, i love going bowling. But umm, i turned him down. I don't know why! I'm turning down like every single freakn guy.  I used the homework excuse, which is partly true..  Because I have this dumb ap history map due tomorrow. And I just don't want to do it.. But I should! :)  Pluuus, I promised my little sister that I'd take her to go see tangled:) that should be a blast! :)
I love movies, can't you tell?


I can't believe it's over. Just like that. It bugs me, and I know I keep saying that I'm moving on, but I'm not. It's not helping one bit. I'm in denial. And I better change. Soon.

A man who wants to make a relationship work will move mountains to keep the woman he loves.  If he's not calling you to tell you he loves you and wants you back, it should only be because he's showing up at your new residence to do it in person... If he's not doing any of that, he may love you, he may miss you, but ultimately, he's just not that into you.  Stop taking his calls, or texts, and let him know what it's like to live without you.

- He's just not that into you. 

I hate awkward moments.
I mean, what am I supposed to do during them?  Walk away? I don't know.  I've never been much of a talker, which is so hilarious, cuz my friends disagreee. Everyone says that I like shy guys..  You know what they say, opposites attract.  The loud girl likes the shy guys, or viceversa. SO untrue, but lately, that's whats been happening.  There's this kid, his name's tyler meek:) and apparently, he says that i talk a lot:) i sit next to him in mathlab, and i don't even do my work, i just sit there, and talk, and talk, and talk to him:) and he's so stinking cute:) but i just don't.. really see a 'spark' so they say:) I don't think i'm normal at all.  Every boy that nature has to throw at me, nothing works. It's like I'm a one-night stand, and boom, it's over. That doesn't even make sense. As if nature cares what happens to me. 
:( 

"a wise man once told me boyfriends are a waste of time and boy was he right." - Rodriguez.


Jayvee Nguyen;
your a jerk, had me going there for a second.  So, my bestfriend, told me that he 'shanked' a dude, and that they were trying for five-ten years. I went hysterical.  I felt like attacking anyone innocent near me. He told me, that he was "in the moment" and so he just went for it.  I'm kind of not surprised.  He's the type of umm, bad, kid.. My family dislikes him, but who cares? I'll be friends with whomever I want. I really like Jayvee:) He's kind of the only person I allow to call me babe, or whatever.  I probably tell him that i love him more than anyone in the world:) So then, i went berserk, and SWORE at him.  And then he told me that he was kidding.. woops. I don't know what I would do without my bestfriend:)
 

You don't have to feel like a waste a space.
You're original, cannot be replaced.
firework - katy perry.
 

Tell me how you describe colors to a blind person.

my number one priority is to make people laugh.
:)

You've taught me to love, but you didn't teach me how to stop. 

:)

it would help a ton, if you stayed out of my dreams.

ohh dear gosh.

Today is sunday! I'm having a wonderful day, thanks for asking.  It all started off with going to church at ten in the morning:) it was great:) i saw this kid, his name's jimmy, and whenever he hugs me, he lifts me up:) isn't that the sweetest thing? :) haha, anyways, he texted me during church because he got in trouble, and i'm an idiot, and i wasn't paying attention.. so he told me, and i laughed at him. for being such an idiot:) Afterwards, like every sunday, my family goes to some Vietnamese restaurant, and we pretty much just eat:) that's what happened.  AFFTERR, we went home, and i took a nap, before having to go back up to slc, for church confession.  You pretty much just confess your sins. Es muy bueno:) then, my dad had a barbecue at home, and we invited families and friends to come over.  One of my dad's friend, gave us a hundred books to go to coldstone. Coldstone was closed:( so we went to Walmart, and bought thirtybucks worth of ice cream:) mmm, sounds fun, yes? :) i haven't touched mine yet. But, i probably should. I got starbucks:) Then, i watched two scary movies.  Well, one and a half.  The grudge 3, and House of the dead. FREAAAAKKKY. I was horrified.  I don't know if i'll be able to sleep tonight. 

I love everyone. for all the distraction they're giving me.  I gotta say, it's helping me move on:)  lalalala:) i love music:):):) I WANNNNNTT TAYLOR SWIFT'S NEWWW ALBUM!!! SPEAK NOW:) I think i'll go to target and buy it:) i love her song superman:) it's really good:)

I miss last year. It was the best year of my life:) not only did i met my bestfriend drew, but i broke my shell:) i was officially, talkative..

My psychology color is yellow:) and coincidently.. my favorite color is yellow:)

hmmmmmm..

I LOVE LUAN NGUYEN:)
even though he's a freak.
and an idiot.
and works at f21,
and i'm pretty sure he's not gay.
or is he?
he dresssess classsy.
but that's him:)
we had a conversation on psycho moms..
let me correct myself,
psycho VIETNAMESE moms.
but guys, don't worry:) i'm not psycho.


..
he should move down to lehi, and not westvalleyy:)

JFHGSKGHSHGKSGHSJKFGHSDKFHGSKJGHSKJGHSKJGSDJK.
the end.

If you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as heck don't deserve me at my best.  

my life,

Uno: No matter how hurt you feel, or how badly your heart has been broken, the world does not stop for your grief. 


Dos:  I've learned that the people you care most about in life, are sometimes taken from you too soon.  


Tres:  We do not remember days, just moments.

Whew,

I finished my english homework!! :) Sad part? I need to do my chemistry! :( not to mention, i want to get started on my essay for chemistry.  Today, i was on a roll:) no joke.  I'm taking precalculus with lambert, and i've been behind on my assignment.. BUUUT, I finished assignment: 7, 8, &9 today!! :):) they were easy like a lemon:)

So i've decided, that boys are dumb..

 Don't make a girl fall for you, if you have no intention of catching her.  

It's been happening a lot lately.  I hear gossip, relationship breaks-up, the whole nine-yard.  Not to mention, I'm a victim of it myself.  It's okay, I'm learning how to understand.  What some boys don't understand, is that girls have this fairytale image in their head.  You gotta let it slide, we were little girls once.  Boys were boys once too.  With their legos, and their star wars action figures.  I thought some people grew out of it during junior high.. WRONG. No, we're still learning.  For example. I walked into the library the other day, and kids were playing playing cards like yugioh, or something..  Yeah, true fact.  We have not grew up or have matured at all, even though our facial hair may say so. Point is, boys shouldn't treat girls like we're their shiny new toys. And then leave them, for another new shiny toy like we're trash.
Unacceptable.

I failed my spanish test. Yeah, es no bueno! however, i studied today, and realized, "WOW, I WAS SO DUMB!! " hahaha, i understand espanol now:) it's pretty.. easy. I guess:)
HOLY FLIPPIN COW, IT'S 11:30.  Last i checked, it was 7.

Goodnight world:)
but seriously,
who else besides jayvee reads this?
yeah, that's what i thought.

oldoldoldoldold.