Wednesday, December 29, 2010

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

LAST NIGHT WAS THE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE:)
hahaha, i went to huntington beach with the cutest kid ever:)
to a bonfire.
a couple's bonfire:)
ohh so fun:)
kay, bye.

Sunday, December 26, 2010

Fact: when you have a crush on someone, you notice every little detail about them.
I HATE IT WHEN I STUDY HARD THE NIGHT BEFORE A BIG TEST, & THEN THE NEXT DAY WHEN I GET THE TEST, MY MIND GOES BLANK.

sometimes,

i wonder why i even bother liking you.
when we talk, i feel like i'm too clingy.
i'd like it if you talked to me first. 
for once. 

when i'm at home, and i hear a noise, i'm like a freaking ninja.

I’M SORRY I CONSTANTLY WANT TO TALK TO YOU. I’M SORRY WHEN YOU TAKE LONG TO REPLY I GET SAD. I’M SORRY IF I LOVE HEARING YOUR VOICE. I’M SORRY THAT I LOVE GETTING MISSED CALLS AND WAKING UP TO TEXTS FROM YOU. I’M SORRY IF I CAN COME OFF CLINGY, BUT IT’S JUST ME MISSING YOU.
YOU KNOW WHAT SUCKS? WHEN YOU CAN’T GIVE YOUR FRIEND ADVICE. THEY’RE TELLING YOU THEIR PROBLEMS AND YOU DON’T KNOW THE RIGHT WORDS TO SAY TO THEM. YOU FEEL LIKE THEY’RE DEPENDING ON YOU TO KNOW THE ANSWER BUT YOU JUST DON’T KNOW AND YOU FEEL SO BAD
KATY PERRY'S MY IDOL:)
firework. 

because that's all we'll ever be, friends. 

pew pew pew!

this is me before school..
and this is me after school. 

Tuesday, December 21, 2010

california;

That plane ride was just awful. awful awful awful.
so awful, i just had to repeat it.
the turbulence or whatever made me want to puke my guts out.

worst hour and a half of my life.
jetblue airlines.
pffffft.

i miss utah:(
i miss a certain someone.
:(

tonight, i'm going out to target to go buy some supplies, cuz i'm an idiot, and forgot my toothbrush @ my house.
k.

Saturday, December 18, 2010

i saw a commercial on how kids in africa were dying because they didn't have food, they didn't have an education, and worst of all, couldn't afford the doctors. it was super sad.  I hate commercials like these.  The kind where they make you sob up.
everyone can change themselves, but none thinks about changing themselves. 
i want to change this. no one deserves to die.
poverty sucks, we all know that.
when i first came to utah, four years ago, i noticed the amount of homeless people with cardboards standing by spotlights.  i only saw a couple in slc, like two.   there was none in utah. 
....
couple weeks ago, i saw three. in lehi.
sad.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Friday, December 10, 2010

just kidding! i'm too young for love, but I do like this kid though:)
i'm so happy:)
can life get any better?
i spent all fourth period, yup that's right.. an hour and a half, NOT working on my math, but talking to THE cutest kid, that just might as well change my world:) my life. my everything.

Wednesday, December 8, 2010


What a fantastic day:)  I woke up @ sixthirty, and rushed myself into getting ready.  My hair looks disgusting, but I don't care:) First and fourth period has got to be the best periods of my life:)
I love school. Just kidding. I don't.  Anyways, I'm doing really well in math! I got a B- on my last test and so now I have really good grades:) I'm considering taking Ap Calculus next year.. Mrs. Lambert said that I could do it, with a bit of practice, but I don't know.  I'm taking so many Ap classes next year, that I'm not sure if I could handle it.  Take for instance, Ap World History. I'm taking that, because I love history! :)  Then, I'm also taking AP Lit, because my brother says that the teacher is really good, so that's something I want to try:) And then, I'm planning on taking Medical Anatomy, or Astronomy, BUT NOT AP biology.  I've been hearing not many good things, and I just don't think I could do it.  I'm going into becoming a pediatrician, so... :):) One more AP class shouldn't hurt.  I don't think..

It's that time of year again..

when I seriously wish I could read people's minds.
Wouldn't life be sweet?

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Friday night:)

11:30. I was just getting ready to go to bed because of work tomorrow, and this random number calls me.
It's an 801 number, and my number's a 714.. so I picked it up, and here's how it went down..
Me: Hello?
Guy: Hey, is this michelle?
Me: Yeah.
Guy: Do you know who this is?
Me: I know your voice anywhere, it's drew! :)
Drew: Yeah, it is! Anyways, do you have your license?
Me: Not til Monday. Why? What's up?
Drew: Someone stole my car, and I need someone to come pick me up and take me home.. You live by Costco, right?
Me: Yeah.
Drew: Okay, because I'm right by it..
Me: Shoot, I don't have my license, and I'm the only one awake right now!
Drew: Do you have a bike? With pegs?
Me: No, I don't! But, I can find someone to come get you.  I know some people!
Drew: It's okay, michelle!! You passed the true friend test! I'm going to buy you a drink on Monday, okay?
Me: Aww, okay! :)
Drew: Goodnight, Michelle!

Drew Wilkey:) I think I'll miss him, if he ever leaves my life.  I remember the days when we used to like each other last year:) He'd text me every morning, saying goodmorning, beautiful:) or something:) That's something no boy has ever done before, because I'm always the one up early first, and during winterbreak, when we missed each other.. we'd send each other pictures and he was just the cutest boy.  He always played pranks on me! The one prank I remember most.. was when he told me that he killed someone.  Ran him over with his car while driving.  I freaked out so bad.. I was so scared.  And then he told me the truth:) But that seriously did scare me!! He likes playing pranks on me, and I always believe him.  I like him, I really do:)  Well, what we had.. i was so dumb. Told him that I didn't like him anymore.  The only reason I said it was because my friend Brooke likes him, and it was this dumb love triangle thing.  Brooke - Drew - Me.  I don't know how these things work..   But Drew will always be one of those boys that I'll never stop liking:)

I'm kind of scared to like someone, honestly.  I don't know what I would do if that happens.  I don't want to feel .. i don't know what the word is.. But i SURE as heck don't want to feel like that again!
ONE UNIVERSE.
9 PLANETS.
204 COUNTRIES.
809 ISLANDS.
7 SEAS.
and I had the privilege to meet you:)

Friday, December 3, 2010

my favorite movie, my favorite quote.

"HI"
It's a short simple word, but it's how love starts.
He saw me @ the basketball game:)
Told me himself, today:)
caught him staring.
I don't want to be too attached.
Not to mention, he got a 124/125 on his math test.
he's the smartest boy, i've ever met.
:)
wish i went to the lonepeak game. wish i could see him play.
wish i could change myself.
When my friends say, "remember when you like.." 
I'm like,

Why is it that in every love story, mom agrees..
and dad disagrees? It’s because mom knows what love is,
and dad knows what boys are.
It's like once you've been hurt, you're so scared to get attached again.  Like you have this fear that every person you start to like, is going to break your heart.
Where do I go?
 - To the right where nothing's left?
 - To the left where nothing's right?

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

i better be careful. enough said.
I suddenly have a love for basketball ;)
haha, and it's not because of someone on the team.
... ;) just kidding, but seriously. I like basketball, and i'm about to go to the game:) This better be a good game, because it's boy's basketball:) it HAS to be good:) We're up against Herriman! hahah, I overheard some teachers dissing Herriman.  Sorry.

Today has been a great fantastic day:) I thought I was coming down with a cold.. GUESSS NOT:)
I feel so alive! :) Hah, Watch, my mood's going to go down by the end of the day, so I might as well be happy while I am! :) Yeah, I hate that my mood's change.  Today's parents teachers conference.  My parents don't know about it.. :) which is a good thing, because if they did. i'd be screwed.